Monthly Archives: June 2023

Still Running

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Last week I wrote about my PA School application process and the CASPA site used to apply. Since I wrote that, I’ve made more progress. I am technically at the point where I could hit “send” on 8 applications. But I haven’t. Yet.

And it’s a good thing! Since this is so important, I wanted to make sure I had others proof-read some of my submissions and comment on them. So first a call out to my wife Randi who gave me some good feedback on the general tone. One of my concerns was my general essay. The general essay answers the question: Please explain why you are interested in being a Physician Assistant.

I had written two versions and felt my second one was much stronger, she agreed. The best way I can describe my first one was that it was very pedestrian. The second one I think far better reflects why at this point in my life I want to be a PA. I think I’ve said it before, but in case I haven’t, I will here: To make a difference. Yes, I suspect everyone wants that, but after 30+ years of basically pushing data, I want to have a direct impact on people’s lives. The more I think about it, the more I realize how much it motivates me. It’s one reason I work with the NCRC and teach cave rescue (and perform cave rescues). It’s a direct impact. It’s a reason why I like teaching. Even now, before I’m a PA, every shift in the ED I know I’m making a difference. It might be getting a cold patient a blanket or assisting in a trauma, but I know at the end of every shift, I’ve made a difference.

The second call out is to my friend Alma. I’ve relied on her for years (I won’t say how long as that might give insight into how old we both are) for her editing prowess. I’m thankful I did so since she caught a number of minor typos, but also a major one that at best would have elicited some laugh, at worst, doomed me. I had meant to say underserved communities, but had written undeserving communities. Quite the difference!

So, does that mean I’ll hit submit today to those 8 schools?

Not quite. I have to reload my edits and then still review the submissions and decide if I really want to apply to those 8 or just a subset. In any case though, come this weekend I think I’ll be hitting submit and I’ll admit I’m excited.

Running to Stand Still

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To apply to PA School, one uses a common application called CASPA. Pretty much every PA school uses this platform for their applications. They also, for the most part follow a similar timeline, of allowing the application process to start on May 1st. My goal had been to have as much completed as I could by May 2nd, or barring that, May 31st. Well here it is June 20th and I’m still working on it.

It’s not for the lack of effort. Even though I finished up the prior semester, I was busy with a lot of other stuff and found myself travelling or working every weekend in May and the first two weekends in June. Between consulting and working in the ED work, I often find myself working 60 or more hours a week. So it’s not like I’ve been lazy.

Now, that said, many of the hours in the ED are actually hours I’m picking up to gain the experience and to expand the numbers on my applications. As noted previously, some schools only require 500 hours but a few require 1000 hours. A number I surpassed a while back. But that’s a minimum, and often below the average. So I definitely want to boost it.

I was actually planning on going in last night for an extra 8 hour shift, but finally convinced myself to slow down and take the night off from work. Or at least from paying work. I did end up, as I had promised myself, working on my application and knocking out some essays. As a result, if I submit the essays as written, I am fully complete with applications to two schools. That said I will be waiting a few more days so I can review the essays and possibly improve them.

And I also now have to consider, in order to apply to a few schools that might be on my list, if I want to take Genetics come fall. And possibly a Medical Terminology course. Most that require that will allow a certificate program, but at least one school wants a 2 credit minimum class. And I’ll be honest, that particular school is not high on my list of schools I’m considering.

But meanwhile, I feel like the Red Queen in Through the Looking Glass, “Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!”

I’m running as fast as I can.

Why I March and Engage

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I’ve been “online” since the fall of 1985 when I first encountered one of the earliest “chat” programs at my alma mater. It was known as CB (like the radios popular in the day) and only was accessible by fellow students. It was a few more years before I gained access to the Internet. Back then it was still basically just academics. But even then it was easy to find the trolls, bigots, racists, and more. And it was as easy to both engage with them and ignore them.

I learned pretty early on that often engaging them did not change their minds. Such is still true today.

And yet, I still do at times. People have asked me “Why are you wasting your time?”

There are two reasons, one relevant to this post, the other less so. The one less so is at times it can be amusing in its own way. The relevant one is because I’m not necessarily trying to change their minds (though there is still that hope and sometimes it works.)

The reason I engage is because I can. Because it’s a case where sometimes I can use my privilege in a good way. Because I can ideally show those who are being attacked, shamed, or hurt that “hey someone is on your side.”

Hence, this is why in a huge part I choose to march with my employer Albany Medical Health System in the recent Pride Parade in Albany. I want people to know they “hey, you’re not alone.” This was driven home when I overheard two of my coworkers discussing some recent Supreme Court decisions and how they feared those and possible future ones might impact their lives.

Yes, it’s true that marching in a pride parade is much like preaching to the choir, pretty much everyone there is already supportive of equal rights for the LGBTQ+ community, but it’s always possible there’s those who aren’t, or those who are on the fence.

Now, I honestly don’t know the sexualities of my coworkers that I marched with. Nor is it important. What is important is standing up and saying, “I’m with you, you’re not alone.”

Disclaimer: As always, I speak for myself, not my employer, Albany Medical Health Systems and these opinions are my own. That said, since they organized our participation and provided shirts, you can read into that what you will.

The End of the Semester and the Start of the Next

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Looking at my notes, apparently I didn’t blog at all during May. I suppose I was busier than I thought. But I figured it was time for another quick update on “Greg’s journey to apply to PA School.”

First, the spring semester of 2023 is in the books. Biochem, Writing, and Stats all complete. Biochem was definitely the most interesting and best of the classes. Stats was delivered at a 100 level and was basic enough I could skip the study seasons and still take the exams without much studying. With the homework bonus (which actually was quite helpful) she gave, technically my grade was 100+. What’s the odds of that? 100% I can tell you since it’s a past event that happened. This was the only class that had an in-person component and it was at 9:00 AM four days a week. It was just useful enough to tie the notes to the concepts that I made a point of attending. As noted, I did tend to skip the review classes, except for the last two exams, where I actually took the exam during the review session as it fit my schedule better.

Writing was hit or miss. It was all online and honestly, little feedback from the instructor, so I’m not entirely sure if I got much out of it. But as most programs want some sort of writing intensive class, it was necessary to take.

The Biochem class was all online and one of the few times in my academic career I actually went to office hours for help. After asking me exactly how long ago I had taken the chemistry pre-req and commenting that they really expected it to be within the past few years, not 35+ years ago, I was even more incentivized to do well.

The professor honestly, had put together one of the best online setups I’d seen, taking good advantage of the tools Blackboard offered. A few of my previous online classes were basically “here’s a lecture, listen and that’s about it.” One was even simply “here’s the Powerpoints, good luck figuring out what’s relevant and what’s not when it comes time to take the test.” In this case however, she had study guides, required participation in an online discussion and made use of online study quizzes to help reinforce the material. In fact you couldn’t move onto the next module until you had taken the quizzes, tests and exams for the previous material. This last detail did munge me up a bit at the very end when I was prepared to take the final but couldn’t see my grade for the previous exam yet (the grades wouldn’t show until after midnight on a specific day so that everyone had a chance of taking the exam without cheating off someone else taking it earlier).

I also had a study partner that I had met during Organic Chemistry last summer that works at AMC with me, so we were able to take advantage of the study rooms in the AMC school library and help each other with homework and studying.

Besides being well designed and run, it was also the most interesting class, as we got to delve fairly deep into some of the biological-chemistry pathways that occur in us. It was pretty interesting to see stuff to that detail rather than simply stuff like “and then Acetyl-CoA enters the Krebs cycle”. Now we got to learn exactly how and why that happens. Trust me, it’s pretty damn cool!

After classes were over, I was prepared to take a little over a week to teach the annual Weeklong Cave Rescue class I teach. Unfortunately my largest client had a major upgrade the weekend before that went sideways, exactly for a reason I had predicted. So rather than leaving town Wednesday night after work with a buddy of mine, I ended up working on the issue for much of the week and finally leaving Friday morning and having to drive all by myself to Alabama. This led to a definite lack of sleep. And even then I had to deal with some work issues. And finally a drive home by myself and then another shift in the ED.

Finally Memorial Day weekend I spent with some friends at an annual retreat of sorts.

And now, I’ve started my last planned prereq, MicroBiology. Ironically this was the last class (and last final) I took for my original undergrad degree, but at the time I didn’t pay for lab, despite ending up taking it at the professor’s insistence anyway. So ironically it appears it’ll be the last exam before PA school, unless I decide on my own to take more this fall.

So that’s the update from here. Now back to work (after the second night in a row of working until 3:30 AM).