I’ve mentioned in the past that I participate a lot in SQL Saturday events and also teach cave rescue. These are ways I try to give back to at least two communities I am a member of. I generally take this engagement very seriously; for two reasons.
The first, which is especially true when I teach cave rescue, is that I’m teaching critical skills that may or may not put a life on the line. I can’t go into teaching these activities without being prepared or someone may get injured or even killed.
The second is, that the audience deserves my best. In some cases, they’ve paid good money to attend events I’m talking or teaching at. In all cases, they’re taking some of their valuable time and giving it to me.
All the best SQL Saturday speakers and NCRC instructors I know feel generally the same about their presentations. They want to give their best.
But here’s the ugly truth: Sometimes we’re not on our A game. There could be a variety of reasons:
- We might be jet-lagged
- We may have partied a bit too much last night (though for me, this is not an issue, I was never much of a party animal, even when I was younger)
- You might have lost your power and Internet the day before during the time you were going to practice and found yourself busy cutting up trees
- A dozen other reasons
You’ll notice one of those became singular. Ayup, that was my excuse. At the SQL Saturday Albany event, due to unforeseen circumstances the day before, the time I had allocated to run through my presentation was spent removing trees from the road, clearing my phone line and trying to track down the cable company.
So, one of my presentations on Saturday was not up to the standard I would have liked it to be. And for that, to my audience, I apologize (and did so during the presentation).
But here’s the thing: the feedback I received was still all extremely positive. In fact the only really non-positive feedback was in fact very constructive criticism that would have been valid even had I been as prepared as I would have liked!
I guess the truth is, sometimes we hold ourselves to a higher standard than the audience does. And I think we should.
PS: a little teaser, if all goes as planned, tomorrow look for something new on Red-Gate’s Simple Talk page.